continuing the months-long process of de-cluttering my life, i came upon many nostalgic inducing things this evening going through junk in my room. times pass and things change and for some reason, it leaves me unsettled sometimes. silliest things like directions, library reciepts. lots of letters. remember when you said those things that are no longer applicable? words frozen in time. i have the tendancy to want to remember every little thing, even if it's not a pleasing memory. realizing that some things are good to forget, some things aren't worth tangible reminders. memory may fail, and perhaps that's not so bad.

not to mention the way i went back in time last night. so the story goes, but it won't get me down. i still know i'm going somewhere. and forward in time, not backward. realizing some things aren't good to forget.

put your ear close and hear the faint chattering of the songs that are to come.