things are nutty. between helping with wedding planning and showers, associated parties, new job things, old job things, getting ready to move all my junk from one home to another, craziness trying to register classes for fall, grad school looming overhead, summer adventuring planning (which has dwindled to a mere flicker), juggling between family things and friend things and everything else things - i am overwhelmed.

i normally like being busy, but i guess the past two years hasn't really lent itself to any sort of time management or much planning beyond a few weeks. being overwhelmed probably isn't a good reason not to plan for the future, but this is sort of why i really enjoy flying by the seat of my pants. no deadlines, no time commitments. no worrying that if i fail, i'll be letting people down or seriously screwing things up. yeah, that's probably not the best. a list of things i need to get better at...

and i kinda just want to go camping.