i really love live music.
something about the way i witness passion, the way i feel the energy of that soul where those words and melodies were created. i just think it's beautiful.

i've been feeling less alive in mundane moments (watching movies, on the computer, etc) and more alive in times where i'm around people who are unique and remarkable, having candid conversations about life and this glorious world that we live in. making jokes and smiling and laughing, or thinking deeply about things we'll never understand. and i realize that it's these moments i wish to spend my life inside of. it's these moments that make god real for me, a god that has nothing to do with religion or right or wrong, but is only concerned with the truth in our being and in having a soul, and in awakening that soul through these moments. because this spirit inside of me, it's fierce and passionate, and it craves reality.

i'm really trying to learn what it means to live free. i'm not positive yet, but i'm pretty sure it's mostly in these moments. such wonderful, sweet realities.