i say worlds like
adventure
exploration
experience
and what i'm really trying to get at with them can't be adequately described in words.
because my restlessness doesn't come from being in one single place for too long. it doesn't come from lack of things like adventure.
it comes from this desire to experience things i've never experienced before. to encounter people i've never encountered before, to learn from them, to grow with them, to see who they are. it's in moments like this that i feel alive.
it's in moments that just do not exist in words. i cannot tell you what it feels like. i don't know where to find it. but i'll know, i'll know it when i feel it. i'll know it when i find it.

prayerful sighs. lift these upward.