i think i'm too deep for my own good.
elaborate , but i don't know how.
i guess i feel like my thoughts are so intangible, more like emotions that i can't define with words.
these things leave me a bit disconnected.
i've had less to say, more to worry about, and i feel less experiencing, more existing.
i mean, don't get me wrong. things are so great. amazing, even. so says my head. but heart, where are you? are you getting any of this? are you still beating inside of my chest? it seems like you're missing. come on, catch up.
the future is bright, and blinding my eyes, it's high, it's a long way down, and i'm ready, i'm running, i'm running, but it's the pause before the descent, that moment suspended in time -

are you sure?

falling is like this...